life of illusion
I'm a little depressed.
My grandmother died last week, we had the funeral saturday.
Got to see a lot of family I don't normally see, which was nice, but not my dad, as he stayed behind to get his last surgery done.
At least that was the plan.
It seems the surgery did not go well, and although he's out of it fine, he now has to have another surgery in ~3 months. He was lead to believe this was going to be the last thing he was going to have to deal with, and then all would go back to 'normal', or at least pretty close to it, but now it's up in the air.
Pretty depressing, for me just because I know it prolongs his overall healing and well being, and for obvious reasons for him.
bleh. I went to judo to beat someone just to feel better, but then I did just that, too well.
I popped some poor kids ribs (rib separation)
So now I feel like crap for doing that to him.
This week is not starting off well.
My grandmother died last week, we had the funeral saturday.
Got to see a lot of family I don't normally see, which was nice, but not my dad, as he stayed behind to get his last surgery done.
At least that was the plan.
It seems the surgery did not go well, and although he's out of it fine, he now has to have another surgery in ~3 months. He was lead to believe this was going to be the last thing he was going to have to deal with, and then all would go back to 'normal', or at least pretty close to it, but now it's up in the air.
Pretty depressing, for me just because I know it prolongs his overall healing and well being, and for obvious reasons for him.
bleh. I went to judo to beat someone just to feel better, but then I did just that, too well.
I popped some poor kids ribs (rib separation)
So now I feel like crap for doing that to him.This week is not starting off well.